Mommy
Hearing the word mommy makes my heart smile,
I love sharing my life, my love, my time with my child.
She is the best date that I have ever went out with,
From the movies, to eating ice cream, and even just watching cartoons, I enjoy all of it.
If I never experience love with a man again,
That's perfectly fine because my daughter has become my best friend.
With her I never have to guess, wonder or question how she feels,
Her daily hugs, kisses, and telling me, "I love you mommy," lets me know it's real.
Of all the relationships that I've experienced and the titles I've held,
Our mommy-daughter bond and being her mommy is the most rewarding one yet.
I didn't know that being a mom would bring this much joy because I never wanted kids,
But now I wouldn't trade her for the world and I plan to continue loving her from deep within.
I want her to always feel, experience, and see love as long as I'm alive,
I will cherish, honor and protect her because in being a mom I take pride,
And she is truly an amazing prize.
No matter where life take us,
I will always have an undying love for her.
No matter how far apart we may one day go,
I will ensure that the love we share is something she will always know.
No matter how many times she calls, needs or depends on me,
I will be right there with no complaints or questions asked because I will always be her Mommy!
Kaidy is my love, my life, my world! She's my favorite girl! I want her to always know how much I love her! No matter the circumstances I will always be there! If you have a child cherish them, you'll never get a another one quite the same. Each child is different and unique. Kids just want to be nurtured and loved. Let them know you care! And if your parents are around, be grateful. You only get one mom/dad, and every one isn't lucky to have that!
"The love in our family flows strong and deep, leaving us memories to treasure and keep."
Happy Birthday 🎉 Kaidence Ja'Nae! Mommy loves you more than you'll ever know! #KaidyTurns3
©2017. Kiara Giles. All Rights Reserved.
Tuesday, February 28, 2017
Friday, February 24, 2017
Kicking the Addiction
This is a poem I wrote a few months back, I'm sure some of you can relate! It's never easy to walk away. And whoever said that love wasn't a drug, well...they lied!
"The strongest drug that exists for a human being is another human being!"
Kicking the Addiction
Love is an addiction and some addictions are hard to kick, but you as a piece of my puzzle no longer fits.
You are like a bad habit that's hindering me, I feel locked inside my feelings trying to break free. Some days I don't know if I am coming or going but I do know that somewhere, some things went wrong.
I've never been one to quit but it's time to give it up, my heart is tired and I've had enough.
I can't change you into the man that I want and need you to be, you have to want what's best for you and me.
However, I can change what I allow and what I choose to do and I choose me and life without you. Walking away is never easy and I don't love you any less but if I want to progress I need to release the tension and stress.
There's no need for me to keep waiting around trying to make us work, what's the point in keep watering your dirt?!
Nothing good grows from tainted soil, and our foundation has become like milk that went spoil. You're too old to still be playing games, like when are you going to grow up and make a change. After awhile you won't be a good catch, you better slow down before you get yourself in situations you gone regret.
I've did all I could and it's understood, that what I want you don't and what I will you won't.
I'm tired of just being friends so let's just put this to an end.
This, whatever this is, before it even started was already over, but as of today all my love and heart just went into foreclosure.
As much as I love you and I don't want this to be through, you're toxic and I can't keep doing this with you.
Since you're not ready, I'm done being a casualty and for my own peace and sanity, it's time to walk away while I can still leave happily with just a little of my dignity!
"Love is a drug..you can get high off of it, you can get addicted to it, and you can get hurt by it!"
©2017.Kiara Giles.All Rights Reserved.
"The strongest drug that exists for a human being is another human being!"
Kicking the Addiction
Love is an addiction and some addictions are hard to kick, but you as a piece of my puzzle no longer fits.
You are like a bad habit that's hindering me, I feel locked inside my feelings trying to break free. Some days I don't know if I am coming or going but I do know that somewhere, some things went wrong.
I've never been one to quit but it's time to give it up, my heart is tired and I've had enough.
I can't change you into the man that I want and need you to be, you have to want what's best for you and me.
However, I can change what I allow and what I choose to do and I choose me and life without you. Walking away is never easy and I don't love you any less but if I want to progress I need to release the tension and stress.
There's no need for me to keep waiting around trying to make us work, what's the point in keep watering your dirt?!
Nothing good grows from tainted soil, and our foundation has become like milk that went spoil. You're too old to still be playing games, like when are you going to grow up and make a change. After awhile you won't be a good catch, you better slow down before you get yourself in situations you gone regret.
I've did all I could and it's understood, that what I want you don't and what I will you won't.
I'm tired of just being friends so let's just put this to an end.
This, whatever this is, before it even started was already over, but as of today all my love and heart just went into foreclosure.
As much as I love you and I don't want this to be through, you're toxic and I can't keep doing this with you.
Since you're not ready, I'm done being a casualty and for my own peace and sanity, it's time to walk away while I can still leave happily with just a little of my dignity!
"Love is a drug..you can get high off of it, you can get addicted to it, and you can get hurt by it!"
©2017.Kiara Giles.All Rights Reserved.
Wednesday, February 15, 2017
She Trifling Too
She Trifling Too
Females quick to judge and talk about no good baby daddies that are not around
But will never point out these so call mothers who motherly instincts and duties they still haven't quite found
Hell half of them knew they didn't want a baby before they laid down
But truth be told they were just trying to keep that man on lock down
They have time for everything else except being a mom and teaching their kids manners, respect, and proper nouns
Won't even take the kids outside to spend a day at the playground
I'm pretty sure they can tell you all about their niggas whereabouts
But got their kids home bound
Sending them to their mom or grandmothers house
And when it's time for some real responsibilities these mothers get ghost town
Can't even do homework, attend school functions or even comb the baby hair
So call mothers walking around in latest fashions but kids look run down
It's sad because these kids did nothing to you
From my point of view
You had a plan to keep this guy and that plan failed through
And instead of getting out your feelings, when it came to your kids you withdrew
Hell get your ass up and push through
Because at the end of the day, daddy around or not, mommy has to always come to that child's rescue
And again we need to stop bashing these men for what they don't do
When you have so called mothers who are trifling too!
Whew, yea I said it! True enough not all women have it in them to be a mom. And true enough I do not know everybody's situation. But, if you are woman enough to keep that child, be woman enough to care for it or give it to someone who can. It's okay to need help, hell we all need help sometimes. I know everybody is not an over the top, "extra" mom like myself and some of my friends; but, my God some of yall I be like what the hell do you do? And yes, it is a such thing as a single dad, all dads are not deadbeats. Hell, you have some men that has been more of a parent than some of you so call mothers have ever been. I'm not saying that I am a perfect mom or the best nor that I even know everything, but from what I have experienced, kids just want love, affection and attention. Mom's they just want you to show up, to be there. Remember, the best moments spent with your child are the one's that money can't buy.
But will never point out these so call mothers who motherly instincts and duties they still haven't quite found
Hell half of them knew they didn't want a baby before they laid down
But truth be told they were just trying to keep that man on lock down
They have time for everything else except being a mom and teaching their kids manners, respect, and proper nouns
Won't even take the kids outside to spend a day at the playground
I'm pretty sure they can tell you all about their niggas whereabouts
But got their kids home bound
Sending them to their mom or grandmothers house
And when it's time for some real responsibilities these mothers get ghost town
Can't even do homework, attend school functions or even comb the baby hair
So call mothers walking around in latest fashions but kids look run down
It's sad because these kids did nothing to you
From my point of view
You had a plan to keep this guy and that plan failed through
And instead of getting out your feelings, when it came to your kids you withdrew
Hell get your ass up and push through
Because at the end of the day, daddy around or not, mommy has to always come to that child's rescue
And again we need to stop bashing these men for what they don't do
When you have so called mothers who are trifling too!
Whew, yea I said it! True enough not all women have it in them to be a mom. And true enough I do not know everybody's situation. But, if you are woman enough to keep that child, be woman enough to care for it or give it to someone who can. It's okay to need help, hell we all need help sometimes. I know everybody is not an over the top, "extra" mom like myself and some of my friends; but, my God some of yall I be like what the hell do you do? And yes, it is a such thing as a single dad, all dads are not deadbeats. Hell, you have some men that has been more of a parent than some of you so call mothers have ever been. I'm not saying that I am a perfect mom or the best nor that I even know everything, but from what I have experienced, kids just want love, affection and attention. Mom's they just want you to show up, to be there. Remember, the best moments spent with your child are the one's that money can't buy.
©2017. All Rights Reserved. Kiara Giles
Wednesday, January 18, 2017
I Wanted You
Sometimes, as women we just want you to put in as much effort to keep us as you did to get us. We want you to make it hard for us to walk away. We want you to realize what you have before it becomes what you had. Is that too much to ask???
I wanted to you to love me like you were afraid of one day losing me
I thought you would put a lock on my heart and only you held the master key
And when I told you it was best for us to call it quits you would disagree
Because life without me made you sick to your stomach and left you feeling crappy
I wanted you to confess your love and convince me to stay
I thought you would open up to me and put all your feelings on display
And you would tell me that you were ready to compromise and meet me halfway
Because life without me was like trying to catch your breath with a clogged airway
I wanted you to look me in my eyes and see the love I had for you
I didn't think you would give up so easy and we would pull through
And everything I wanted for us I thought you would want too
Because our love and the love you had for me was tried and true
I wanted you to at least give us a try
I thought we had a connection and shared a chemistry that was hard to deny
And even after the ups and downs it wouldn't feel right to just say good bye
Because life without me would tear you apart leaving you empty with a void that only I could occupy
I wanted you to give me everything that I gave you in return
I thought you would see how I was hurting without you and be overtaken with concern
And the more days we spent apart not talking, the more for me your heart would yearn
Because life without me was a lesson too hard to face and impossible to learn
I wanted you to want me the way I wanted you
I thought when my heart shattered in pieces you would put it back together, you would be my glue
And tell me that the decision to leave was one neither of us really wanted to do
Because life without me is a bad case of heartache that you weren't trying to cut into
I didn't want a perfect love I just wanted a love that didn't deceive
And you would tell me in what we had you still believe
Because life without me was a death you weren't ready to grieve
I just wanted you to fight for me!
©2017. Kiara Giles. All Rights Reserved.
Mood: Please Don't Go by Tank
I Wanted You...
I wanted to you to love me like you were afraid of one day losing me
I thought you would put a lock on my heart and only you held the master key
And when I told you it was best for us to call it quits you would disagree
Because life without me made you sick to your stomach and left you feeling crappy
I wanted you to confess your love and convince me to stay
I thought you would open up to me and put all your feelings on display
And you would tell me that you were ready to compromise and meet me halfway
Because life without me was like trying to catch your breath with a clogged airway
I wanted you to look me in my eyes and see the love I had for you
I didn't think you would give up so easy and we would pull through
And everything I wanted for us I thought you would want too
Because our love and the love you had for me was tried and true
I wanted you to at least give us a try
I thought we had a connection and shared a chemistry that was hard to deny
And even after the ups and downs it wouldn't feel right to just say good bye
Because life without me would tear you apart leaving you empty with a void that only I could occupy
I wanted you to give me everything that I gave you in return
I thought you would see how I was hurting without you and be overtaken with concern
And the more days we spent apart not talking, the more for me your heart would yearn
Because life without me was a lesson too hard to face and impossible to learn
I wanted you to want me the way I wanted you
I thought when my heart shattered in pieces you would put it back together, you would be my glue
And tell me that the decision to leave was one neither of us really wanted to do
Because life without me is a bad case of heartache that you weren't trying to cut into
I didn't want a perfect love I just wanted a love that didn't deceive
And you would tell me in what we had you still believe
Because life without me was a death you weren't ready to grieve
I just wanted you to fight for me!
©2017. Kiara Giles. All Rights Reserved.
Mood: Please Don't Go by Tank
Thursday, January 5, 2017
I'm Sick of You Niggas!
Sick of Fuck You Niggas
I'm sick you niggas thinking you're God's gift to women
Sending me nude pics invading my vision
Like I give a damn about your penis and the games you're giving
Telling me what I want to hear without even listening
Listening to what I want and need and it's not Netflix and chilling
Trying to act like you're the perfect gentleman yet leaving your real agenda hidden
Knowing you just want what's between my legs from the very beginning
I'm sick of you niggas painting a invalid image
Thinking every time you say sorry all would be forgiven
Making me feel like if I give you a chance I made a great decision
But trust you don't really want to know how I feel or my honest opinion
Be man enough to say what's your real mission
But what you really want you're not getting because I'm not that giving
I'm sick of you new age boys, y'all be tripping
Don't know the first thing about being a man and how to treat women
Thinking just because you have a penis you're winning
The devil must've birth you himself you fucking demon
I'm too old to be playing games and believing the lie you're living
Because you're far from being the man I want and my love has a limit
I want to fall in love with my hero and not the villain
You're full of lies, games, and semen
But love honesty and trust is definitely missing
I'm over all the played out lines you're spitting
If this is what relationships have become then I give up, I'm quitting
Because I'll put I in the work but for you I'm not willing
Hell, I'm sick of all you fuck niggas!
I'm sick you niggas thinking you're God's gift to women
Sending me nude pics invading my vision
Like I give a damn about your penis and the games you're giving
Telling me what I want to hear without even listening
Listening to what I want and need and it's not Netflix and chilling
Trying to act like you're the perfect gentleman yet leaving your real agenda hidden
Knowing you just want what's between my legs from the very beginning
I'm sick of you niggas painting a invalid image
Thinking every time you say sorry all would be forgiven
Making me feel like if I give you a chance I made a great decision
But trust you don't really want to know how I feel or my honest opinion
Be man enough to say what's your real mission
But what you really want you're not getting because I'm not that giving
I'm sick of you new age boys, y'all be tripping
Don't know the first thing about being a man and how to treat women
Thinking just because you have a penis you're winning
The devil must've birth you himself you fucking demon
I'm too old to be playing games and believing the lie you're living
Because you're far from being the man I want and my love has a limit
I want to fall in love with my hero and not the villain
You're full of lies, games, and semen
But love honesty and trust is definitely missing
I'm over all the played out lines you're spitting
If this is what relationships have become then I give up, I'm quitting
Because I'll put I in the work but for you I'm not willing
Hell, I'm sick of all you fuck niggas!
Ladies, I'm sure you've met a few fuck niggas! Man, the dudes I've been meeting lately been on one. Excuse my language but this is how I'm feeling. Hell, 🖕🏽Love I'm tired of trying. But, no seriously let me be patient because I know there are some decent men left. This poem is not to bash all men but my God, some of you need to do better. Smh
©2016. Kiara Giles. All Rights Reserved.
Tuesday, December 20, 2016
LOVE TO ME IS......
Love to Me Is...
Love to me is loving without limits
Loving without conditions
Giving with no expectations
Avoiding temptation
And still caring when you are full of frustration
Love to me goes beyond sexual relations
It's being supportive of the others aspirations
Being apart of their inspiration
Asking questions before making accusations
Love to me consists of compromise and collaboration
My love will be supportive and motivating
I want love that's a great listener and outstanding communicator
With endless, open and varied conversation
Love to me is taking all of each other's thoughts, feelings, and concerns into consideration
It's signing up to be a lover, a friend and not an investigator
Love to me is looking into each other's eyes with admiration
Taking vacations with no particular destination
Talking through and surviving the good and bad situations
Going half on future generations
Love to me is full of patience
It's when your heart still beats for that person even after all the complications
All the reasons we loved on yesterday should still apply every day
Love to me is respecting boundaries and knowing your limitations
It's laughs, smiles and celebrations
And although we may have problems, we both should be happy by the end of the day
Because my love doesn't come with an expiration
I want a love that doesn't experience fluctuation
The kind that continuously gives me a tingling sensation
And still respects me when we're in two different locations
Love to me is about exploration
Gratification
And appreciation
The love I want and the love I give
I just want that love to be very authentication
And not a pigment of my imagination
Love to me should experience elevation
And when it comes to the mind body and soul, love will be our stimulation
Because love to me is loving without limits
Loving without conditions!
This poem comes from the second book that I am working on, stay tuned for more poems like this one. This is a book about love from a woman’s perspective. Just
what we picture love should or would be like once we fall happily in love.
These poems reveal the thoughts of our inner hopes and dreams for our
relationships. Just think about it…what is love to you? What does love mean to
you? What type of love do you wish to give and receive? What has love done to
you and for you? This book will take
you through the great, the good, the bad and the ugly when it comes to being in
love.
I hope you all have enjoyed KLOUD blog this year and look forward to continue reading them as much as I look forward to writing them. Your love and support has been great and to my loyal readers, you are greatly appreciated. My KLOUD Blog will be back soon. Merry Christmas and Happy Happy Holidays.
©2016. Kiara Giles. All Rights Reserved.
Wednesday, December 14, 2016
A Special Friendship
This is dedicated to you, the girls that encourages and inspires me. The girls that has always had my back. The girls who've shared my pain and cried with me. The ones that I laugh with and pray with me and for me. I dedicate this to the girls that never made me question their intentions or their loyalty. I dedicate this to my real friends, well...my sisters. They will always be family.
You are always there whenever I need you, our friendship has been loyal and true. I can always depend on you to come through.
Whenever I am in need I count on you because you always have my back, your love and kindness for me is always on track.
Whenever I am down your encouraging words picks me up and makes me smile, our friendship is strong enough to last awhile.
There's nothing in this world that I wouldn't do for you, because everything I have ever asked, you've tried your best to do.
I know sometimes we may disagree but that doesn't cause you to turn on me, we have had our share of laughs and tears but I greatly appreciate the friendship we've built over the years.
Most females are messy and will easily let you down, but with you that's never been a problem and you're always around.
We experienced some ups and downs but we were there for each other every step of the way, from graduations, baby showers, childbirth, and weddings, we've always showed us for one another's special day.
I haven't met many females quite as loving as you, you're the type of friend that turns my frown into a smile whenever I am feeling blue.
No others have a friendship that can compare, the love we share is rare and always remember that whenever you need me, I will always be there.
Song: Dionne Warwick "That's what friends are for!"
I Love You All Ladies! Thank you for being a friend!
PS...The full version of today's poem will be featured in my first book! Stay tuned...
You are always there whenever I need you, our friendship has been loyal and true. I can always depend on you to come through.
Whenever I am in need I count on you because you always have my back, your love and kindness for me is always on track.
Whenever I am down your encouraging words picks me up and makes me smile, our friendship is strong enough to last awhile.
There's nothing in this world that I wouldn't do for you, because everything I have ever asked, you've tried your best to do.
I know sometimes we may disagree but that doesn't cause you to turn on me, we have had our share of laughs and tears but I greatly appreciate the friendship we've built over the years.
Most females are messy and will easily let you down, but with you that's never been a problem and you're always around.
We experienced some ups and downs but we were there for each other every step of the way, from graduations, baby showers, childbirth, and weddings, we've always showed us for one another's special day.
I haven't met many females quite as loving as you, you're the type of friend that turns my frown into a smile whenever I am feeling blue.
No others have a friendship that can compare, the love we share is rare and always remember that whenever you need me, I will always be there.
Song: Dionne Warwick "That's what friends are for!"
I Love You All Ladies! Thank you for being a friend!
PS...The full version of today's poem will be featured in my first book! Stay tuned...
©2016. Kiara Giles. All Rights Reserved.
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