Mommy
Hearing the word mommy makes my heart smile,
I love sharing my life, my love, my time with my child.
She is the best date that I have ever went out with,
From the movies, to eating ice cream, and even just watching cartoons, I enjoy all of it.
If I never experience love with a man again,
That's perfectly fine because my daughter has become my best friend.
With her I never have to guess, wonder or question how she feels,
Her daily hugs, kisses, and telling me, "I love you mommy," lets me know it's real.
Of all the relationships that I've experienced and the titles I've held,
Our mommy-daughter bond and being her mommy is the most rewarding one yet.
I didn't know that being a mom would bring this much joy because I never wanted kids,
But now I wouldn't trade her for the world and I plan to continue loving her from deep within.
I want her to always feel, experience, and see love as long as I'm alive,
I will cherish, honor and protect her because in being a mom I take pride,
And she is truly an amazing prize.
No matter where life take us,
I will always have an undying love for her.
No matter how far apart we may one day go,
I will ensure that the love we share is something she will always know.
No matter how many times she calls, needs or depends on me,
I will be right there with no complaints or questions asked because I will always be her Mommy!
Kaidy is my love, my life, my world! She's my favorite girl! I want her to always know how much I love her! No matter the circumstances I will always be there! If you have a child cherish them, you'll never get a another one quite the same. Each child is different and unique. Kids just want to be nurtured and loved. Let them know you care! And if your parents are around, be grateful. You only get one mom/dad, and every one isn't lucky to have that!
"The love in our family flows strong and deep, leaving us memories to treasure and keep."
Happy Birthday 🎉 Kaidence Ja'Nae! Mommy loves you more than you'll ever know! #KaidyTurns3
©2017. Kiara Giles. All Rights Reserved.
Tuesday, February 28, 2017
Friday, February 24, 2017
Kicking the Addiction
This is a poem I wrote a few months back, I'm sure some of you can relate! It's never easy to walk away. And whoever said that love wasn't a drug, well...they lied!
"The strongest drug that exists for a human being is another human being!"
Kicking the Addiction
Love is an addiction and some addictions are hard to kick, but you as a piece of my puzzle no longer fits.
You are like a bad habit that's hindering me, I feel locked inside my feelings trying to break free. Some days I don't know if I am coming or going but I do know that somewhere, some things went wrong.
I've never been one to quit but it's time to give it up, my heart is tired and I've had enough.
I can't change you into the man that I want and need you to be, you have to want what's best for you and me.
However, I can change what I allow and what I choose to do and I choose me and life without you. Walking away is never easy and I don't love you any less but if I want to progress I need to release the tension and stress.
There's no need for me to keep waiting around trying to make us work, what's the point in keep watering your dirt?!
Nothing good grows from tainted soil, and our foundation has become like milk that went spoil. You're too old to still be playing games, like when are you going to grow up and make a change. After awhile you won't be a good catch, you better slow down before you get yourself in situations you gone regret.
I've did all I could and it's understood, that what I want you don't and what I will you won't.
I'm tired of just being friends so let's just put this to an end.
This, whatever this is, before it even started was already over, but as of today all my love and heart just went into foreclosure.
As much as I love you and I don't want this to be through, you're toxic and I can't keep doing this with you.
Since you're not ready, I'm done being a casualty and for my own peace and sanity, it's time to walk away while I can still leave happily with just a little of my dignity!
"Love is a drug..you can get high off of it, you can get addicted to it, and you can get hurt by it!"
©2017.Kiara Giles.All Rights Reserved.
"The strongest drug that exists for a human being is another human being!"
Kicking the Addiction
Love is an addiction and some addictions are hard to kick, but you as a piece of my puzzle no longer fits.
You are like a bad habit that's hindering me, I feel locked inside my feelings trying to break free. Some days I don't know if I am coming or going but I do know that somewhere, some things went wrong.
I've never been one to quit but it's time to give it up, my heart is tired and I've had enough.
I can't change you into the man that I want and need you to be, you have to want what's best for you and me.
However, I can change what I allow and what I choose to do and I choose me and life without you. Walking away is never easy and I don't love you any less but if I want to progress I need to release the tension and stress.
There's no need for me to keep waiting around trying to make us work, what's the point in keep watering your dirt?!
Nothing good grows from tainted soil, and our foundation has become like milk that went spoil. You're too old to still be playing games, like when are you going to grow up and make a change. After awhile you won't be a good catch, you better slow down before you get yourself in situations you gone regret.
I've did all I could and it's understood, that what I want you don't and what I will you won't.
I'm tired of just being friends so let's just put this to an end.
This, whatever this is, before it even started was already over, but as of today all my love and heart just went into foreclosure.
As much as I love you and I don't want this to be through, you're toxic and I can't keep doing this with you.
Since you're not ready, I'm done being a casualty and for my own peace and sanity, it's time to walk away while I can still leave happily with just a little of my dignity!
"Love is a drug..you can get high off of it, you can get addicted to it, and you can get hurt by it!"
©2017.Kiara Giles.All Rights Reserved.
Wednesday, February 15, 2017
She Trifling Too
She Trifling Too
Females quick to judge and talk about no good baby daddies that are not around
But will never point out these so call mothers who motherly instincts and duties they still haven't quite found
Hell half of them knew they didn't want a baby before they laid down
But truth be told they were just trying to keep that man on lock down
They have time for everything else except being a mom and teaching their kids manners, respect, and proper nouns
Won't even take the kids outside to spend a day at the playground
I'm pretty sure they can tell you all about their niggas whereabouts
But got their kids home bound
Sending them to their mom or grandmothers house
And when it's time for some real responsibilities these mothers get ghost town
Can't even do homework, attend school functions or even comb the baby hair
So call mothers walking around in latest fashions but kids look run down
It's sad because these kids did nothing to you
From my point of view
You had a plan to keep this guy and that plan failed through
And instead of getting out your feelings, when it came to your kids you withdrew
Hell get your ass up and push through
Because at the end of the day, daddy around or not, mommy has to always come to that child's rescue
And again we need to stop bashing these men for what they don't do
When you have so called mothers who are trifling too!
Whew, yea I said it! True enough not all women have it in them to be a mom. And true enough I do not know everybody's situation. But, if you are woman enough to keep that child, be woman enough to care for it or give it to someone who can. It's okay to need help, hell we all need help sometimes. I know everybody is not an over the top, "extra" mom like myself and some of my friends; but, my God some of yall I be like what the hell do you do? And yes, it is a such thing as a single dad, all dads are not deadbeats. Hell, you have some men that has been more of a parent than some of you so call mothers have ever been. I'm not saying that I am a perfect mom or the best nor that I even know everything, but from what I have experienced, kids just want love, affection and attention. Mom's they just want you to show up, to be there. Remember, the best moments spent with your child are the one's that money can't buy.
But will never point out these so call mothers who motherly instincts and duties they still haven't quite found
Hell half of them knew they didn't want a baby before they laid down
But truth be told they were just trying to keep that man on lock down
They have time for everything else except being a mom and teaching their kids manners, respect, and proper nouns
Won't even take the kids outside to spend a day at the playground
I'm pretty sure they can tell you all about their niggas whereabouts
But got their kids home bound
Sending them to their mom or grandmothers house
And when it's time for some real responsibilities these mothers get ghost town
Can't even do homework, attend school functions or even comb the baby hair
So call mothers walking around in latest fashions but kids look run down
It's sad because these kids did nothing to you
From my point of view
You had a plan to keep this guy and that plan failed through
And instead of getting out your feelings, when it came to your kids you withdrew
Hell get your ass up and push through
Because at the end of the day, daddy around or not, mommy has to always come to that child's rescue
And again we need to stop bashing these men for what they don't do
When you have so called mothers who are trifling too!
Whew, yea I said it! True enough not all women have it in them to be a mom. And true enough I do not know everybody's situation. But, if you are woman enough to keep that child, be woman enough to care for it or give it to someone who can. It's okay to need help, hell we all need help sometimes. I know everybody is not an over the top, "extra" mom like myself and some of my friends; but, my God some of yall I be like what the hell do you do? And yes, it is a such thing as a single dad, all dads are not deadbeats. Hell, you have some men that has been more of a parent than some of you so call mothers have ever been. I'm not saying that I am a perfect mom or the best nor that I even know everything, but from what I have experienced, kids just want love, affection and attention. Mom's they just want you to show up, to be there. Remember, the best moments spent with your child are the one's that money can't buy.
©2017. All Rights Reserved. Kiara Giles
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