Wednesday, January 18, 2017

I Wanted You

Sometimes, as women we just want you to put in as much effort to keep us as you did to get us. We want you to make it hard for us to walk away. We want you to realize what you have before it becomes what you had. Is that too much to ask???


I Wanted You...

I wanted to you to love me like you were afraid of one day losing me 

I thought you would put a lock on my heart and only you held the master key 

And when I told you it was best for us to call it quits you would disagree 

Because life without me made you sick to your stomach and left you feeling crappy 


I wanted you to confess your love and convince me to stay 

I thought you would open up to me and put all your feelings on display 

And you would tell me that you were ready to compromise and meet me halfway 

Because life without me was like trying to catch your breath with a clogged airway 


I wanted you to look me in my eyes and see the love I had for you 

I didn't think you would give up so easy and we would pull through 

And everything I wanted for us I thought you would want too 

Because our love and the love you had for me was tried and true 


I wanted you to at least give us a try 

I thought we had a connection and shared a chemistry that was hard to deny 

And even after the ups and downs it wouldn't feel right to just say good bye 

Because life without me would tear you apart leaving you empty with a void that only I could occupy 


I wanted you to give me everything that I gave you in return 

I thought you would see how I was hurting without you and be overtaken with concern 

And the more days we spent apart not talking, the more for me your heart would yearn 

Because life without me was a lesson too hard to face and impossible to learn 


I wanted you to want me the way I wanted you 

I thought when my heart shattered in pieces you would put it back together, you would be my glue 

And tell me that the decision to leave was one neither of us really wanted to do 

Because life without me is a bad case of heartache that you weren't trying to cut into 


I didn't want a perfect love I just wanted a love that didn't deceive 

And you would tell me in what we had you still believe 

Because life without me was a death you weren't ready to grieve 

I just wanted you to fight for me!


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Mood: Please Don't Go by Tank

Thursday, January 5, 2017

I'm Sick of You Niggas!

Sick of Fuck You Niggas

I'm sick you niggas thinking you're God's gift to women
Sending me nude pics invading my vision
Like I give a damn about your penis and the games you're giving
Telling me what I want to hear without even listening
Listening to what I want and need and it's not Netflix and chilling
Trying to act like you're the perfect gentleman yet leaving your real agenda hidden
Knowing you just want what's between my legs from the very beginning

I'm sick of you niggas painting a invalid image
Thinking every time you say sorry all would be forgiven
Making me feel like if I give you a chance I made a great decision
But trust you don't really want to know how I feel or my honest opinion
Be man enough to say what's your real mission
But what you really want you're not getting because I'm not that giving

I'm sick of you new age boys, y'all be tripping
Don't know the first thing about being a man and how to treat women
Thinking just because you have a penis you're winning
The devil must've birth you himself you fucking demon
I'm too old to be playing games and believing the lie you're living
Because you're far from being the man I want and my love has a limit
I want to fall in love with my hero and not the villain

You're full of lies, games, and semen
But love honesty and trust is definitely missing
I'm over all the played out lines you're spitting
If this is what relationships have become then I give up, I'm quitting
Because I'll put I in the work but for you I'm not willing
Hell, I'm sick of all you fuck niggas!

Ladies, I'm sure you've met a few fuck niggas! Man, the dudes I've been meeting lately been on one. Excuse my language but this is how I'm feeling. Hell, 🖕🏽Love I'm tired of trying. But, no seriously let me be patient because I know there are some decent men left. This poem is not to bash all men but my God, some of you need to do better. Smh 

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